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Stephanie hong.
081191, 18!
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Thursday, April 30, 2009Thursday, April 30, 2009


Late in the night ..... my darling telling me he is in bad mood ...... want to know what happen but he dun wish to tell me ..... may be i not close with him ba ........ ha ha ...... anyway i hope my this post will let you make your mood better ..... never get to make you happy in the day ..... but may be in the night ..... hope you can at least smile to sleep ....... dun be sad dun be angry ....... when you are bad mood ..... keep thinking of those happy memories you had with your good friends ...... do you know when you are sad or bad mood ...... people around you will get effected ...... they will lost their mood just because you lost yours ..... you might think that ....... you are the only one not in a good mood in this night ...... but think of people who care for you ...... people like me ...... you SO CALLED friend ...... but dunno you well ...... ha ha i do care for friend ...... but you special case ..... i dunno how to force you say out your problem ....... may be i must try harder to know you ....... den may be you will tell me your problem ..... dun think too much and sleep well ...... smile to sleep so you will get a good dream ..... Love you alway MUACKZZ
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
Overdue Photos by Kpher .....


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Tuesday, April 28, 2009Tuesday, April 28, 2009
HATE MY BROTHER!! he wake me up by spraying water on my face ..... slept around 4am plus and den woke up at 9.45am ..... and some more i was late meeting Connie ...... my head is killing me ....... stupid metal shelf ..... hit onto my head ...... anyway after school went Tampines 1 with Claire and Connie to eat Chicken Rice ........ after that i walk to beverly house there to buy food for my mother den walk back home ...... very shock right? i walk back home ..... because i am very lazy to wait for bus and i was on phone with kpher ...... so i walk and talk ...... reach home .... on aircon ....... sleep on bed ....... want to sleep but cannot sleep ...... thinking of many thing ...... look the band on my hand ...... think of NT ..... wonder how is his school? is he coping well ...... did he get along with his class mate ....... more and more ....... going paragon tmr ~~~~~ ha ha
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

POA really can make me mad ..... and that Dave any how teach me POA ..... anyway watch movie with Kpher ..... took train with Clarie Connie Kpher and Grace .... talk to Grace on train until i reach City Hall ...... all of them went back home ...... only Kpher and i went movie ...... Monday Suntec like ghost town ...... very little people ..... movie was nice ..... not very scary ..... after movie went shop around with Kpher after that took train home ....... doing POA homework ...... OMG Thursday is coming soon .... reason reason ...... i think i should just stay where am i ......
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Monday, April 27, 2009Monday, April 27, 2009

LOVES LOVES
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Monday, April 27, 2009

Today i was late for work ...... woke up at 8.30am ..... first thing message Gale say i am late and went breakfast with Dave ...... ha ha i am bad right? Late some more eat breakfast den go work ..... ha ha anyway today work with Gale today ...... morning got nag by the floor manager ..... asking me not to sms not to drink not to eat sweet ON THE SHOP FLOOR ..... anyway Jack message me telling me if Celio Taka hit 2K ...... Tracy treat Mac Meal ..... ha ha after i read the message ..... i keep say ...... TRACY TRACY MAC MEAL MAC MEAL ...... ha ha den Gale also keep saying ...... call up Jack and ask him .....

Stephie: JACK!!! MAC MEAL ?
Jack: WA LAN dun shout into my ear can? ya la ..... mac meal
Stephie: Waaaa ...... i wan oreo cheese cake .... fish fillet ...... and and .....
Jack: Morning Meal $2.50
Stephie: -.- Budget
Jack: My Dear cut cost .....
Stephie: den i hit $200 .... BYE

A few minutes later ..... Jack message ..... Stephie you dare to hit $200 i will hit your head ...... den after a few minutes later again ....... the Paragon store room metal bar hit my head ..... WAA!!!! PAIN PAIN PAIN ......
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Saturday, April 25, 2009Saturday, April 25, 2009
Today work with Daddy Qwen ....... ha ha he keep make me laugh with his stupid joke at camp ...... we treat our shop floor like our room ..... we drink and eat ...... we even use cardboard to make a stool ...... ha ha i will take photo tmr and post it up ...... ha ha we even plan to paint the "stool" ...... anyway Jun Li today call me for 25 times ...... and i never answer his call until the 26th time ...... ha ha he shout at me and scold me act HIGH CLASS ..... never answer his call ..... den i hang up again ...... ha ha he keep calling and calling i still never answer until 9pm ...... i end work den i call him back ..... ask him to fetch me home .... ha ha THANKS JUN LI ...... i no need act high class ..... i am already high class ..... I MISS HYKAL!!!
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Friday, April 24, 2009Friday, April 24, 2009


Prince Reuben







Went school for Bazaar ..... not tele match ..... ha ha Jing Mei went in but never found any of my classmate .... so i presume no one came ..... ha ha but i was wrong ..... i saw may and she told me her group came and some other group came as well ..... ha ha so i ask Connie to call Law and tell him we came but never go in ..... ha ha THANKS LAW for helping me ...... anyway bazaar was fun ...... Fiona Esther Kpher Alyssa Connie Jeremy Jerome and Wei Ling ...... we had fun together and we nearly hit $100 ...... AND I SAW JIA HAO ..... MISS HIM LIKE MAD ...... RUN TO HIM AND HUG HIM LA ......... chat with him awhile den ....... after that went to Cafe 1 to eat lunch ...... talk to Kpher about our new LIME LIGHT ..... ha ha he is cute man ....... cannot ta han the Twin Jeremy and Jerome lor .... keep calling me Gon Gon and Mushroom ...... NO MANNER !!! i older den you all ok ..... anyway will be working tmr ...... -.- taka 11am to 8pm ..... but i am working with Daddy Qwen again ...... =D Jack change his mind ....... he wan back Taka again ...... so Daddy Qwen and me is back ....... working together ..... watching movie ..... and tmr we are going to watch ..... Fast and the Furious 4 ...... ha ha all of this photo i post now is all from my BROTHER ...... not we take photo is ..... HE TAKE .... I POSE ...... ha ha i know some photo very the not nice ....... just bare with it ...... and some i take it myself .... MORE NICE DEN HE TOOK
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Thursday, April 23, 2009Thursday, April 23, 2009
Get to know from Kpher his class now got 40 people already ..... mean the space for admin is getting lesser lesser ..... i feel sad when he say that ...... i hope the person who i use my life to care for her will read my this post ..... and i hope she will wake up ...... i want her to know how to protect herself and be smart ..... dun keep use by people ..... i hope she will study ..... take up night classes or what ..... you make me very angry with you ps me that day .... but i can tell you .... i am not angry already ...... but now i am sad very sad ...... when people ask you ..... do you want study you keep say dunno dunno ..... i know you might not close with Connie ..... but do you know she bother to help you ask ....... and all you did was saying that Stephanie tell you on Friday and you too busy and you forget to call up ITE and ask ..... do you know Zann bother to come school and ask for a place ..... but what did you do? PIC i wan you to come back to SIMEI and study .... i can tell you ..... i miss you ..... really miss you ..... piggy in crime
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
POA test was bad man ...... Hui Min and i keep ask each other question ..... someone today like got mood swing ..... first time see someone like that ..... anyway tmr having my cca bazaar ....... another bonding session with Fiona Kpher Esther Connie Alyssa .... hope the twin brother will come too .... talking to Kpher on phone just now ..... know many new things ..... talk to him many craps too ...... feel very hungry now ..... home no food at all ..... have to boil half boil egg to eat ..... poor me ~~~~ and i promise Dave to forget HIM ( the guy i like for 1 year plus ) and study hard ..... but now he is still my so call source of energy to study ........
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009Wednesday, April 22, 2009
POA make me sick ....... after study POA my head hurt .... Assets = Liabilities + Owner's Equity .... this want i understand .... come to the Credit and Debit ..... OMG!! confuse confuse ....
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Yesterday night my brother took a photo of me and up it on his live journal ...... i look dam ugly i know i am always ugly but the photo he put really very ugly .... OMG!! anyway school was fun today .... only during OFA and CMS ..... ha ha Mr Quek say that i keep BULLY him ..... just because i ask Clare to give Connie school fee instead of Mr Quek .... because Mr Quek keep ask Connie to teach Clare ..... den must well Clare pay Connie school fee ..... CMS ~~~ OMG!! fun fun .... played game ..... make me laugh non stop ..... and i think i make my table girls go crazy too ..... ha ha i hope every lesson was as fun as today ..... den may be i will had the feel and mood to go school ..... meet Fiona and Kpher ..... Fiona keep make me laugh .... cannot ta han her .... never fail to make me laugh when i saw her ..... and today at class KAI MING keep call me xiao hai zi la ...... i got name .... my name is Stephanie la .......
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Monday went Orchard to buy jacket for Wei Zhi ...... his birthday is coming .... 1 May ..... 18th years old ..... i feel very restless in class and feel very tired ...... people around are moving on except for me ..... i think i must really study hard ..... go to poly ...... anyway today was another bored day ...... i think i did say this before .... i might be with a sea of people ..... but i feel i was all alone den i think of you ..... nearly everyday i massing him ..... my love still as strong as last time ..... never fade ...... i feel so sick and tired of this feeling ..... want to leave this place and go breath the air in some other place .... so i hope faster November .... so i can go to Star Cruises ...... LOVE LOVE ~~~
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Sunday, April 19, 2009Sunday, April 19, 2009

Today daddy fetch me to work ...... working with Daddy Qwen .... we treat Celio like movie place ..... he download 2 movie in his phone den we watch together ..... Coming Soon and The Unborn ...... FUCKING SCARY LA ..... anyway Celio Taka will be close on 22 April ...... sad sad ..... no Boxer Guy to see anymore ..... will miss Timber Land Gant Ashworth ...... haiz will be at Paragon ...... or may be not working ...... anyway Dave dun ask me about Friday ..... my Friday is fucking piss ...... you ask me some more i will push your Wifey down the sea ...... (*ps Wifey is his bike) tmr will be going out with Paulyn to get Prince Reuben stuff ...... may be going down Orchard or Bugis ....... ha ha and now i am talking to retail brother ..... Jeremy and Jerome they are TWIN!!! cool right?
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Thursday, April 16, 2009Thursday, April 16, 2009
I dun really like what am i doing now ...... school is very bored ...... feel very no life ...... miss many of my friend ...... i miss Kill ..... my Malay brother ..... feel like very lonely in this school without him ...... seem like people around me is leaving me ..... one by one all leave me .... around me there may be a sea of people ...... but i feel i was all alone den i think of him ..... i know he had forget me ..... but he will always be with me ..... in my heart ...... never be known ...... anyway today Kpher is sick ..... so never come school ...... Kpher take care of yourself ..... dun stress yourself with POA ..... ha ha i also had a hard time learning it ........ head fucking pain after POA lesson ...... DAM IT!!!!
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Yesterday i am sad over someone that close with me ..... after i release my stress i feel much better ..... but today something happen ..... and it make me feel confuse and lost ..... dunno what is what ...... confuse like fuck ..... but i make up my mind ..... i only have him ...... no more ..... no one ....... but still confuse over something ....... but i know as long he dun come near me ..... nothing will happen ...... i still love the guy i love for 1 year plus ..... no new guy ......
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