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Saturday, November 29, 2008Saturday, November 29, 2008

Today Brighton and me work only ..... ROMANTIC!!!! ha ha we are simply bored to the max until we talk lots of CRAPS .... after work went Ikea with my family .... i saw a room that is PURPLE ...... i tell daddy say i wan my room to be like this .... ALL PURPLE!!!! ha ha tmr i am off !!! YEAH~~~~ i am going to sleep until 3pm ..... i am lack of sleep .... tmr Brighton got test .... GOOD LUCK BRIGHTON!!! DUN FAIL HOR ...... ha ha

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008Wednesday, November 26, 2008

GUESS WHAT!!! i am going to work at Taka for the time being .... FUCK LOR .... my mother say "NO WORK NO COACH BAG" ...... NB SIA .... use my money buy also cannot lor ..... so i will be still working until 17 dec ONLY ..... NO MORE NO MORE ..... 17 dec CONFIRM LAST DAY ...... 2nd day at parkway .... super bored man .... no customer at all .... stand there fold clothes ...... den i suddenly think of him .... or should i say i think of him everyday .... but suddenly super super miss him ... wonder how is him? this few days no photo .... because i feel sad tired and sick ... so no mood take photo at all lor .... SIAN!!!!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Went orchard to visit Gibson and Lyn ..... when i saw Lyn she ask me to stay .... sorry Lyn but i really dun wan ..... ha ha she say she going to ask Tony to convince me .... ha ha no matter who convince me i will no work wan .... i am too tired of working already .... and i hate orchard .... that is the place i saw the guy i love .... bad memory .... i really wish not to see him again .... i scare i will do stupid things to hit myself ..... which i am doing now ..... killing myself with bad habit which no people know ..... love is really nothing but a killer ..... friends are all BS ....

Yesterday i took Mrt with Dave .... got one guy the phone ring very loud ..... and he cannot hear because he is listening to MP3 ..... his ring tone super irritating la ....

Dave: *tap him*
Guy: Yes ...
Dave: STILL YES ..... YOU PHONE RING DAM LOUD LA ....
Guy: Oh ok .... sorry sorry .......

People around us keep looking at Dave la ...... i feel super ma lu lor .....

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Monday, November 24, 2008Monday, November 24, 2008

Woke up at 5.30am ..... yes AM!! got morning call from Jackson ..... after he called me i went back to sleep .... and the min i wake up was 6.30am ..... ha ha die die late liao lor ..... took cab down to paragon ..... sleep in cab ..... had coffee with Jackson at shop .... den we cab down to Park way ..... PARKWAY SUCK !!!!! i really dun like to be alone lor ..... last time i got Lyn .... now dun have Lyn ... only got STEPHIE!!! i miss Lyn ...... i now feel very very tired .... my eye going to close already .... yesterday sleep at 3.30am and wake up at 6.30 ..... 3 hours of sleep only lor ..... i dun feel like working anymore .... but i had to keep my promise with Jackson ..... help him work at atrium ......

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Monday, November 24, 2008

7am ..... phone was ringing~~~~

Stephie: Hello ...Zzzzz

Tony: MORNING!!! WAKE UP WAKE UP

Stephie: Fuck la ...... i want sleep zzZZZ *hang up*

When i reach Taka .... i tell Tony

Stephie: Tony i dream of you call me sia .....

Tony: NB CB !!!! I GOT CALL YOU LA ..... YOU HANG UP MY PHONE ...

Stephie: ha ha sorry sorry =.=!!

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Sunday, November 23, 2008Sunday, November 23, 2008

I had a bad bad bad day ..... early in the morning my mother scold me for nothing .... i sms my cousin telling her that i miss aunt mummy ..... the aunt that bring me up ..... she let me know what is LOVE ..... but i am really done with LOVE .... is nothing but a KILLER ..... today i was sitting at Gant sofa .... den i took out my phone and look thru all the photo .... den i saw HIM .... happy memories flash back my mind .... the guy who make me happy and make me sad .... many times i want to forget him .... but i just cannot do it .... can someone stop me from thinking of him? i am just a dumb bitch ..... tmr will just be another bad day for me ..... i am wondering ... one day my aunt mummy will die .....how am i going to survive? so i hope my aunt mummy will not die ..... i wan her to live happily with me .....

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Saturday, November 22, 2008Saturday, November 22, 2008

Working was fun today .... ha ha keep talking with Tony ..... he doing stock den i disturb him .... ha ha tmr he is off and i am going to be lonely =( .... MISS TONY !!!!! anyway today Larry came down and fine me ..... so sweet of him .... come down with his PARENT and find me .... -.- the mother thot i am 15 years old lor ..... tmr working afternoon shift ..... 1.30pm to 10pm DIE DIE DIE ...... i may be will at Paragon lor ..... today i had a HIGH day .... hope tmr will be HIGH too ..... haiz i hope he is happy too ....

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Thursday, November 20, 2008Thursday, November 20, 2008

Today went to orchard to find my mother .... have dinner with Beverly at MOS Burger ...... i order CHICKEN and they give me BEEF!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! lucky i never eat lor ..... if not i will sure kill them ..... went to visit Tony and Lyn ..... ha ha Tony sales was like so bad ..... today Celio going to close 3K ..... WHOA~~~~~ i really cannot ta han Tony la .... keep saying i like Jing Xiang ...... I AM LES!!!! ha ha today went BREATHING with Sebastian ..... ha ha he keep ask me am i really les? ha ha yes i am les ...... Desmond tell me the best way to forget him is to fall in love with other people ...... HOW SIA?? i feel that i am fucking useless la ..... when i saw him i cry .... i should be happy ..... but why i cry? i should smile and wave at him ...... but why i choose to walk away and act never saw him .... Stephie i thot you miss him? Den why you saw him you cry? 8 months pass .... finally i saw you ..... and i hope i never see you again ... seeing you make me feel sad .... because i cannot bring myself to forget you ..... i think i am slowly killing myself .... that time when i was drunk on my birthday i sms Marcus stupid sms .... ha ha lucky i deleted his number .... if not i dunno what i will sms him .....

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Yesterday woke up at 2pm .... den call Larry and ask him pei me go FOOD FAIR ..... ha ha anyway today working was fun .... ha ha Tony and Jing Xiang quarrel super funny la .... i cannot ta han them .... they never fail to make me laugh ..... tmr Tony off ..... HAIZ=( so sad lor ... he off den no one pei me talk le ..... today after work went to eat pizza hut with PIC ..... ha ha we like having a feast ..... BIG FEAST!!!! we eat like no on business ..... ha ha today is my best day of my 2 months attachment ...... LARRY I WILL BE HAPPY!!

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Sunday, November 16, 2008Sunday, November 16, 2008

Sales was bad bad bad ...... today only 2.5k yesterday was 3.7k la ..... GANT sales was so good lor ..... Tony sold lots of jackets la .... make me so jealous ..... today i had lunch with my cousin and after that i ask bevery accompany me to see COACH bag .... ha ha i am so going to buy the purple COACH bag ..... today after work accompany Gibson eat dinner .... we sit at mac and see GIRLS ..... ha ha TMR OFF!!! i will be sleeping at home ........

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Saturday, November 15, 2008Saturday, November 15, 2008

Work morning shift today ..... working with Gibson .... ha ha den i keep disturb Tony .... ha ha his sale so good lor .... every time he work he sure sell jackets wan ..... he keep saying Jing Xiang and me together la -.- i am OLDER den Jing Xiang lor ... anyway i today after work went out with Marcus .... ha ha went novena and find Jackson to talk .... after that went dinner at BK .... ha ha shop around at novena ..... den went back home ..... tmr working morning shift again ..... Monday going FOOD FAIR WITH MARCUS ..... ha ha ....

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Friday, November 14, 2008Friday, November 14, 2008

Yesterday night i cry to sleep .... i keep thinking why must he wish my happy birthday ... why must he sms me .... he know i like him and yet he still sms me and wish my HAPPY BIRTHDAY .... he should stay away from me la .... i call Dave yesterday night at 2am and i cry on the phone ..... talk to Dave until 5am ..... we talk for 3 hours ..... and most of the time i was crying ..... i really really cannot forget him .... i dunno why?

Dave: Since he sms you and wish you happy birthday .... why you dun wan confess to him?
Stephie: Dave i dun worth to be with him .... i only wan him to be happy .... that all i wish .....
Dave: Darling .... why must you be like this? where is the super high self esteem Stephanie go?
Stephie: *crying*

After i talk to Dave for 3 hours ..... i fell asleep and wake up at 7.45am .... i keep thinking of what Dave tell me ..... i feel like i every second is missing him .... i never forget him at all .... i still remember his smile and his face .... never ever forget him before .....

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Thursday, November 13, 2008Thursday, November 13, 2008

I today got a shocking news ..... i was happily walking with Beverly along orchard .... suddenly i saw him ..... he was looking into my eye .... den i quickly look away and keep walking ......

Stephie: Bev i saw ___ (cannot say the name out)

Beverly: Huh which wan .......

Stephie: The one i like wan .... i saw him ... i really saw him ... he saw me too .....

Beverly: Huh~~

Stephie: *tears rolling in my eye*

Beverly: ask you take MRT, you dun wan ...... say me fat .....

Stephie: ...... *crying liao*

A few minutes later .... he sms me .... saying that he saw me ..... my heart sank ..... my feeling is like ..... is like .... i dunno how to describe it .... i look at his number again .... i wan SHOCK .... THIS NUMBER GOT SMS ME AND WISH MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEFORE!!!! i immediately sms my cousin the number and ask her is this the number i ask her call last time ..... that time i ask her help me call this number and check who is this ..... and say reply YES!!! wtf .... the guy i like actually did sms me and wish me .... but i dunno .... i feel happy and sad .... i really dunno what to do .... went down to VIVO to look for Desmond and tell him what happen .... talking to Desmond make me feel better ...... i did reply Boy (the guy i love) sms ... but i reply in a cold way .... i sms him this ......"please help me ... help me to forget you" ha ha and guess what? his reply is only 2 LETTER!! "Kk" and i reply "Ty" ..... are we going to end like tat? i dun wish to end like that ... but i got no choice .... i think i no need to say sorry to him .... because he think that i am a joke to him .... he dun bother me at all .... treating me like a friend only .... losing me is nothing .... lose me can find one more what ..... but however .... i hope he will be happy .... please be happy ...... and Beverly my 6 sense dam scary right?

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Today off ..... sleep until 3pm ... den Jing Xiang call my phone and Tsu Ern sms me ..... THEY 2 NOTHING BETTER TO DO ..... call and sms me WHILE I AM SLEEPING ..... tmr going back school ... i really hope will not saw HIM .... i am too angry and sad to see him ..... seeing him make me feel more angry and SAD ..... today ah ben sms me sia .... ha ha asking me HOW AM I? just now i look thru my past blog post .... i realise something ... i treat HIM so good and he treat me like FUCK ..... ass hole sia .... i really super angry with him ...... ARG!!! cannot be forgive .... i wan eat BEN&JERRY!!!! i wan buy watch ...... i wan buy shirt

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I today wake Shun Jie wake .... that ass hole .... i call him never answer phone wan .... anyway today i am alone at Taka until Lyn came .... Jing Xiang keep disturb me la .... ha ha .....

Yani: Stephie ..... Jing Xiang like you ....
Stephie: HUH~~~ I AM LES LEI .....
Yani: WTF~~~~~~~

Anyway Jing Xiang is YOUNGER den me .... he is a 16 years old BOY ...... ha ha too cute for me to like .... I still like him .... cannot forget him wan lor .... hope he can do well in O level

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Monday, November 10, 2008Monday, November 10, 2008

Woke up feeling very tired .... i still cannot forget what happen yesterday .... when ever i think it i feel very angry .... FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! i told Tony Ah Wei Larry and Xiang what happen to me .... they also say if they will me they will angry ..... FUCK SIA!!!! i think that will be the last time i sms HIM and if he sms me i will not reply ..... see him at school i will act never see .... FUCK !!!!

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Sunday, November 9, 2008Sunday, November 09, 2008

I am really happy that my friends surprise me with birthday wish .... Beverly is the first wan that wish me =D LOVE YOU PIC!!! ha ha ..... thank you Edwin Claudia Connie Lyn Kenny Wei Chin Marcus Joseph Ju Jane David Wei Zhi Tai Jun Eunice Larry Ah Wei Qwen ...... and people who give me friendster comment ..... thanks alot ..... i am glad that some people wish me happy birthday and they not even know me .... i am very sad that some my close friends never sms me at all .... i am super disappointed .... got no comment on them ..... EVEN TAI JUN CAN CALL ME AND WISH ME ..... why my close friends forget it ...... haiz ..... i am super happy today because some people suprise me and sad too .... very very very disappointed in someone .... dun wish to say the name ..... and i am drunk just now ..... ha ha face so red .... feeling HIGH .... TO THE GUY I LIKE, I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY .... MY FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME =D

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