Just now was in the MRT talking to Beverly about the guy i like ..... haiz ~~~ feel so sad lor ..... the place that had my good memories got tear down already ..... but i will remember that day i look at him while he is sleeping ..... I MISS HIM!!!!! anyway tmr will be working at Paragon .... working with Grace Shi Yi and Ming Guang ...... hope tmr i had a good day ..... MISS TAKA !!!!

Lyn call me in the morning and thot that i am working PM shift ..... but i am OFF!!!! after she call me at 8.30am ..... Larry call me -.- and ask me .....


Larry: Stephie ~~~ LET GO SENTOSA
Stephie: Zzzz ..... huh
Larry: OI WAKE UP LA !!!! GO SENTOSA *sound very happy*
Stephie: FUCK LA I AM SLEEPING *hang up*


1.30pm i woke up and return call to Larry ..... ha ha and he scold me because i hang up his phone .... anyway after that i accompany him to Bugis to buy his STUPID bag ..... after that went to eat BEN&JERRY!!!! now going to 2am le .... and i am going DXO!!!! WOOHOO~~~~ MISS MISS MISS MISS OFF DAY TMR AGAIN ......

Now is 1am and i am going to Dave friend birthday party .... and we are all only allow to wear black or white ..... ha ha ma chiam songka and tmr i will be working .... SO SIAN!!!!!

What you want, I know..... but I just cannot give you my all .... But what I can give you is not what you want ... Even your scent which I had forgotten ..... I remember it, and count the overflowing tears ...... As I softly sing "your song" to myself ...... Just like that day, I am sketching in the night sky with my finger ...... Even the door to the death wish that I see close by ...... I can feel the mild warmth ....... As I softly sing your name to myself ...... Just like that day, I'll always give you my love ......I carry it ... my everything ..... Surely, once again ... see ...... We can meet again ...... You are still alive inside of my heart ..... I had make up my mind .... since i cannot let you go ...... i will not let you go .... i will keep you inside my heart ...... i will let this become my secret .... will not tell you at all ..... My feelings will never reach you ..... I will put them in a sigh .... behind my happy faces there are also many many sad faces .... is only you cannot see it ....... after October end it will be November and it will be the 8th month i never see you and i am still loving you ..... my birthday wish is to hope you can pass your O level and go to good Poly or JC .... and smile everyday =D

I had a very very bad morning ..... went i reach taka, my mood was not that bad .... still talking with Beverly happily ..... went i reach my shop ..... Lyn tell me go Paragon and she tell me my LUNCH will be at 10.30am ..... YES IS 10.30AM !!!!! because Taka only got Lyn and me ..... Atrium is Jackson and Tsu Ern ..... Paragon ONLY MIN!!!! because got TWO MONKEYS ON MC ..... so Jackson ask me go LUNCH at 10.30am to 11am .... ONLY HALF AN HOUR LA !!!! i was super piss off ..... so i went down to find Beverly and i cry ..... i am so tired already and yet i feel like they are bully me lor ..... ask me go here and there .... feel very piss and very tired .... after i cry finish i went to Paragon .....

Min: Wa lao ..... what happen to you? Quarrel with BF ar? Why cry?
Stephie: No BF ..... dun talk to me? i now no mood.
Min: Ok .....
After 30 minutes i am back to normal
Min: Ok Stephie can i talk to you now?
Stephie: can can
Min: What happen to you?
Stephie: Feel fucking piss off with Jackson planning of EVERY THINGS
Min: Ai ya ... that Jackson every time like that wan la .... dun care him la .... i get use to it already ...
Stephie: -.-

Last week i was thinking may be i can work part time at Celio Taka after my attachment .... because on Dec the new stocks will be coming in .... and Lyn ask me to stay also .... but now ~~~~ NO NO NO I AM NOT GOING TO STAY AT THIS FUCKING PLACE ..... NO MATTER HOW HIGH THE PAY IS I AM NOT GOING TO STAY OK ..... MY AIRPORT KABOOM NEVER MAKE ME CRY BEFORE ..... BUT CELIO MAKE ME CRY LOR .... AND I AM NOT GOING TO STAY ..... NEVER EVER .....

Jinn: OI CB!!!! i cry sia ......

Went work with Bevie .... and as usual i will sleep in the train .... ha ha and when i wake up i will be high .... ha ha if i never sleep in the train i will have mood swing and anyhow scold people .... anyway today lunch time i sleep in the store after i eat my Mac Chicken ..... den Larry came and look for me to eat lunch BUT I AM SLEEPING and i dam lazy to go with him la ..... in the end i went to Cold Storage with him and buy honey steak and chocolate -.- after lunch my sales went up .... from 200 plus until 1k HAPPY Happy ..... Lyn and me was so HIGH and we keep gossip about the lady at the cashier that like Don ..... she ask Lyn about Don and ask whether does he had a GF ...... tmr OFF DAY!!! may be going down to Paragon with Larry to give my name tag to Min ..... and Larry wan buy Levi Jean and Timberland shoes .... ha ha i ask him to buy Celio shirt and he give me this face -.- ......

EugediX: Since when you will feel bad if i am good to you ... and you say i FIRST TIME good to you lor .... and the truth is i every time good to you OK ... i never ready wrongly lor .... YOU NEVER BUY ME CHOCOLATE HOW I EAT???? and my mood still unstable .... so be careful, i will kill you any time .... ha ha LOVE YA EUGENE QUEK AH WEI

Larry: Thanks you today come find me while i am SLEEPING -.- Sunday go break with you and ah wei and bevie OK ??

Today i got high went i reach my work place .... ha ha Lyn was so busy until keep scold SHIT SHIT ...... ha ha i was all alone in Celio because Lyn was at The Atrium due to Jackson Lateness -.- Today i sold one of the "CURE" Jacket again wooohooo ...... super happy and i ask Marcus to wear the jacket and take photo .... but he wear like not nice sia =X but "CURE" is so handsome and lots of people love him ..... i already sold 3 pieces since yesterday and today ha ha anyway working tmr with Lyn again ..... we are going to hit our sales TARGET AGAIN ....... anyway I AM A LES!!!!! NO ONE GOING TO BE SAD IF I AM A LES!!!

FUCK !!!!!! I REALLY DUNNO WHY PEOPLE JUST DUN FUCKING UNDERSTAND LA ..... CHEE BYE YOU SHOULD BE GLAD THAT I CARE FOR YOU ..... I THINK PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE ALL WEARING A MASK ..... ALL SO FUCKING FAKE LA ..... I NO NEED ANYONE TO REMEMBER ME ...... NO NEED ANYONE TO CARE FOR ME ..... I GOT MYSELF CAN ALREADY ....... I AM FUCKING TIRED OF CARING SOMEONE ...... OR SHOULD I SAY ANYONE .....IT REALLY MAKING ME INSANE ..... FUCKING INSANE ...... I NO NEED YOU GUYS TO CELEBRATE MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY WITH ME ..... JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME FUCKING ALONE ....... AND I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE A BLOG TO SPILL OUT MY FUCKING FEELING ..... I THINK I WILL FUCKING CHANGE MY PASS WORD AND NO ONE CAN READ MY FUCKING BLOG BECAUSE NO ONE FUCKING CARE FOR ME ...... OMG MY MOOD IS FUCKING UNSTABLE LA ....... ARG~~~~~~~