STEPHIE (♥)

Monday, September 29, 2008Monday, September 29, 2008

First day of working at Paragon was very tired lor .... i simply stand the whole day .... and keep saying " HI WELCOME " ha ha ... but lots of handsome and cute guy walk into the shop .... ha ha very little women walk into shop .... ha ha the jacket there super nice lor ... and i love the bag ... i plan le ... my birthday i wan buy the bag for myself .... ha ha and the best part of today is I GOT LOST IN ORCHARD LA .... super ma lu went i tell my shop people .... they all laugh like no one business lor T.T ...... and my buddy grace say next time draw map for me -.- THANKS !!! Dennis came to check whether am i still living good in Celio ..... i told him i miss my KABOOM and i wan to go back there ... i dun mind work long hours at KABOOM .... i think i need sometime to change my thinking ... STEPHIE PUT YOUR KABOOM MINDSET IN CELIO !!! Anyway of anyone wan to come find me .... i will be at Paragon for tmr and on wednesday i will be at Taka .... not comfrim yet ....

Sotong i am trying to say you never treat me as spare tyre ..... because some guy that know me treat my like spare tyre sia ..... super angry .... and YOU ARE SO FLIRT LA .... you dun look friendly at all lor ..... why you so sure is a SHE ... what if is a HE ..... ha ha thanks for your luck .... I WILL NOT GET FIRED WAN LOR .... because I wan pass my nitec and EUGENE ~~~~ buy me bag on my birthday lei .... very cheap wan de ...... anyway happy Holiday OK .... LOVE YA

* ps later your FAN know i say LOVE YA they jealous !! ha ha

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Sunday, September 28, 2008Sunday, September 28, 2008

F1 is nice but super noisy lor ..... i some time dun understand why girls will fall in love with Dave or James ..... they are both crazy and stupid la .... today they went orchard with me ...... den they went to my work place ... they go in see see den walk out .... and they say " WA shirt dam nice but dam ex" -.- after that went to see F1 .... ha ha James and me shout like no one business sia .... den Dave sit there play psp ... WTF~~~~ TMR IS THE DAY OF MY ATTACHMENT .... really hope i start happily and end more happily ... I MUST THANK DAVE AND JAMES .... they give me LOTS of support ..... by saying this " dun worry Stephie .... your birthday at most celebrate with your attachment ...... " T.T I AM SO TAKING OFF ON MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

You Are A Realist

When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach.
You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for.
A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin.
Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it.

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyouromanticorrealisticquiz/">Are You Romantic or Realistic?

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

When out with James and Dave ..... slack at Starbucks .... i think i miss that guy too much .... i like saw him at Starbucks .... i told both Dave and James .... and their reply is the same "YOU MISS HIM TOO MUCH LA" i was like WTF~~ impossible i see wrong la .... HELLO HE IS THE GUY I LOVE ...... how can i forget him face and his SMILE ..... but if is really him .... also good la, he look happy and i get to see him smile again .... went dinner with my family as usal after that went to same weird weird park to walk walk .... one more day to my attachment .... CELIO WAIT FOR ME I AM COMING ..... ha ha oh ya me and James going to break le .... ha ha LOVE YOU JAMES ...

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Saturday, September 27, 2008Saturday, September 27, 2008

Ok i am going insane!!!! the reason of me going insane is very simple .... i miss him like fuck ... so i went to see his friendster, but never add him back ..... while i seeing his photo Dave play the song "Teardrops on my guitar" .... waahaa ~~~ my mood so bad and he some more play this type of emo emo song .... DEN I CRY!!!! JAMES AND DAVE THEY STILL CAN LAUGH AND SCOLD ME STUPID !!!!! but really like him ma .... cannot blame me wan lor .... i really hope the girl he love can love him more den he love her ..... and Dave is super lame lor ... he ask me this ....

Dave: Stephie if the guy you love and the guy who love you drop into the sea who will you save?
Stephie: Wa lao you dam out dated lor .... this type of question so old liao
Dave: JUST ANSWER LA ......
Stephie: hmm i will save the guy i love ... den i will jump down and die with the guy who love me ......
Dave: HUH why?
Stephie: i wan to let the guy i love know that i love him and i dun mind to die for him .....
Dave: Then the guy who love you?
Stephie: I know he love me and i wan to die with him ....
Dave: i dun understand -.-
Stephie: DEN DUN ASK
Dave: =X

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Friday, September 26, 2008Friday, September 26, 2008

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

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Friday, September 26, 2008

Today went out with Bevie ...... we went to see my work place ... CELIO !!!! SO GUY PLEASE VISIT ME AT PARAGON LEVEL 3, SHOP NAME IS CELIO .... my work place only sell guy things .... ha ha ....i think my boss know that i love to see guy that why he put me at CELIO ..... ha ha and i now going insane and i am HIGH .... because Beverly tell me a NEWS !!!! is about some bitches .... ha ha my 6 six sense so accurate rite bevie ...... anyway the news is about some bitch wan to make me jealous ...... but she choose the wrong person to flirt with .... and sad to say she never succeed ..... HA HA TRY HARDER BITCH !!!! and i think those guy out there really treat my like SPARE LA ..... even my SF also treat me like spare .... and i love EUGENE QUEK BEVERLY DAVE JAMES ALEX DAVID..... i love them because they never treat me like SPARE ...... later got one photo and that guy is YA LUN !!!!! ha ha LOVE YA LUN

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Thursday, September 25, 2008Thursday, September 25, 2008

Which is worse? death or a broken heart? death is only once, But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry..... I know you like somebody else ...... I know that you dun care ..... I know we will never be together ... this is all the "I KNOW" that give me no courage to say " I LOVE YOU" 6 months pass and yet i still cannot forget him ....

Stephie: Dave why you still single? You like single for 2 years plus already? Got so many girls jio you and yet all you dun like .....
Dave: why ask so much ... KPO ....
Stephie: =x
Dave: I tell you a story ....... There is this girl, Love was all she asked for ..... it seemed that no one cared for what she believed in ..... every night she must say a prayer to make her pain in the heart go away ..... she cannot sleep, so she stare at his picture ..... trying to put the memories in her past ..... she waits to see, how she is going to make it ..... she has lost all the faith and all the happiness ...... she is lost in the waking of her day ....... as she has no one to talk to ...... as one night she made her choice, she cannot live without him ..... she swore that she could not make it without him. as days go by, she dun want to come out of her room ...... she wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him ..... one night her mom came to get her because the guy she love came to see her .... her mom cannot get her answer the door ...... as they break in her room, they have found out they lost her ..... she lays with the note and his picture on her chest. He was too late, she was gone and all he does is scream ...... she had finally ended her pain ......

I remember my brother tell me Dave had a very very bad past ..... a past that make him change ..... i think this is only small part that i know about his past

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Stephie now feeling emo and sad again ....

Stephie: I feel like a spare tyre
James: Why do you think so?
Stephie: Every time my GUY friends sad or bored will call me and talk to me, but when they have GF ... they totally forgotten me ....
James: Because they think that you are just a SPARE !!!
Stephie: FUCK OFF ~~~
James: *Pat my head* Joking la =D
Stephie: James, i miss him ..........

Every second takes him further and further away from me ..... I want to go after him ...... why couldn't I just tell him I love him? Instead, I say nothing ...... I do nothing ...... I just stand and watch him disappear, not having the courage to call him back, a tear runs down my cheek ..... somehow, I know, deep in my soul, I will never see him again .... my heart aches with sadness, i wish i could get past this ..... the darkness isn't fading .... I will never find a love like you,where i will do anything like i did for you!! At night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i dun even know why ..... my loneliness is driving me insane .... and I am thinking now .... if one day I saw you in the street, should I call you or will you call me? should I wave at you or will you wave at me? if i call you and wave at you .... will you bother to smile at me? ha ha i dun think so ...........

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I decide to edit this post due to some GROSS thing happen

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Monday, September 22, 2008Monday, September 22, 2008

Hey hey i just came back from school .... went for BL training camp lor .... and i saw David, i miss him very badly lor .... he came back from Cambodia because of his dad .... anyway training was very very boring .... going out with Connie Vincent tmr ... going to eat swensen ... Beverly not confirm yet .... and R&B was fun yesterday lor ... and my phone is James photo and James phone is my photo .... ha ha we now stead until my attachment start .... ha ha LOVE YA JAMES !!!! ha ha LAME LAME LAME

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Sunday, September 21, 2008Sunday, September 21, 2008

Yesterday my cousin and i went to GAMES CONVENTION ASIA .... there got lots of new games, the cosplay was not very good yesterday ... so i did not took any photo of it .... after that went to find Dave and Francis .... ha ha i took photo with Francis, but sad i cannot upload ... he say he will kill me if i put up the photo ... anyway he dam look like YA LUN .... ha ha went dinner with my family after that went AMK hub again .... BECAUSE MY COUSIN WAN BUY MILK !!!!! she is so so so irritating lor .... but no choice la ... she having xiao wang zi in her stomach ..... =D saw Vincent working yesterday ..... he very hardworking lor .... 8 MORE DAYS TO ATTACHMENT .... AND I AM SCARE !!!

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